It's still hard to bare....

I MISS HIM SO MUCH...

those we love don't go away,

they walk beside us everyday,

unseen,unheard, but always near,

still loved, still missed, and very dear

its hard to think that 14 days from today one year ago i was moving to California to be closer to you... and i missed you by three days. i miss you Brandon sooo much..

 

I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new. I thought about
you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I
often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame.
Your memory is my keepsake with which I'll never part. God has you in
his keeping, I have you in my heart!

Day 05

Day 05 – Your definition of love


Love to me is when you can't sleep at night becuase you are thinking of someone you love.

You don't relies how much you love someone in tell there gone.

Last night i missed my brother soo much its a unconditional love

one day i hope i may love someone as much as i love my family i get mad at them but know i will never just leave them and i care about them some times more then myself. i know the love you have for your family is a different love then a love you would share with a spouse but i bet its close.

True love is when you love someone more then you could ever love your self

Day 04

Day 04 – What you ate today 


 

I ate so bad :/

Day 03

Day 03 – Your parents


lets start with my dad

Clif Donegan this guys is one of my biggest examples he is the greatest dad in the world. He has always made time to see me ever since i was a little girl i moved out of alaska when i was two weeks old he manged to vist me once or twice every year i was such a daddys girl when i was little i love my dad so much my favorite thing to do is go to alaska and hang out with him my favorite things to do with him is 

make blue berry smoothies

watch old movies and make real pop corn

go on walks looking for ciotes

talk to him about what i wanna be when i grow up

go fishing with him 

go to church with him

go on drives with him 

sing to him

work with him 

go and get milk shakes with him 

dig for claims with him 

go camping with him 

i love being with my dad i love everything we do together.

he is an amazing man he has came a long way and he is so awesome

i think about him everyday he never gives up he is going to be working for the rest of his life he is made of steel and i love him with all my heart he has done soo much for me and I'm so thankful!!

(PLACE PICTURE HERE)

My mom

Debra Lee Tygerson

She is my hero

she has done so much for me and my family. she never gives up even when she has been giving a tough path to follow. she was a single mom for like 20 years with 6 kids she is clearly AMAZING. i couldn't handle one kid with out someone else to share the load.. she has all these crazy ideas and theories we call then debi-izomes just  about life and random believe trust me if you sit in a room with my mom there is no time for you to be bored.. we are a lot alike about at the same time we are So different. she is my mom best friend and room mate i mean sometimes we fight like we are sisters but thats becuase we think a lot alike... she does everything for her kids she has be such a great example to me  i dont know what i would do with out her she was gone to cali for a month and i missed her so much she is my strength and my light. she believes in me no matter what path i take and she wants whats best for me. she is always there to listen and to give her own opinion like i said we are alike.... 

my favorite things to do with her are watch movies 

talk about boys

vent

tell her everything

go to dinner

play games 

go on beautiful walks

go on drives

road trips

walking on the beach
singing karaoke

hanging out with her and her friends

playing with our old dog all the time

listening to her crazy story's

I love every minute i spend with my mom she is the greatest mom in the whole world!for some one who lost there mom dad and son in a matter of two years and still standing tall pushing and smiling i have the most respect for i love her!

 (PLACE PICTURE HERE)

Day 02

Day 02 – Your first love


I liked a lot of boys threw out high school.. i thought some broke my heart but i was wrong and i didn't find out that i was wrong in tell the summer of 2010 when i really fell in love let me tell you a little about this boy and me i have known him sense i was 7 years old and ever sense the first time i  seen him in church i had a crush on him growing up i went to Alaska every year went to youth conference girls camp and some how he would always be around.. yes even at girls camp his mom was the camp cook and i loved her like my own mom i still do and i miss her a lot but after growing up to gather we would hang out here and there and when i would leave back home after summer weather it was to California or Utah we would email each other all year we became way good friends and i would even call him when he had a serious girl friend i was really happy for him but this last summer we started to talk a lot and decided we wanted to see each other 

well i had to get all my stuff back to Utah from Cali and he had to get his car out of the in pound so we decided to meet in AZ to get his car and also go to lake Powell and chill with  all his Arizona friends and they were all very fun we had a blast in AZ 

we were so close and already liked each other seeing as we had a crush all those years we then traveled to LA to see Ryan and then to San Jose to see Amy and Makayla and oh did they both love colton he also had the chance to meet my grandpa before he passed we drove over 5000 miles together and learned everything about each other we went to the beach and we also went to my brothers old house and picked up some clothing of his then

we drove to Utah my mom met colton and just LOVED him same with everyone else he is a very sweet boy but he gets a little crazy and hard to handle my brothers even liked him and that is rare well he was my BEST FRIEND and in Cali he asked me to be his girl friend this was all over a period of two months  we also went with some friend back to az and Colorado where he met the rest of my family and i met his brother it was all fun but then things started to get to me like ....  the things he did and got in to it wasn't me and i couldn't handle it and i couldn't trust him we both decided it would be best that we break up becuase he is going to school and I'm going to be in Utah and he didnt wanna "change" who he was well that day is when i found out what true love was becuase i remember thinking i can never love some one the way i love this boy and when my heart broke that day i relised i was in love and that he meant the world to me i mean i have moved on and he went back to his ex girl and lied a lot and then came to Utah to "see me" but really came here to hook up with one of my best friends i mean this is the kinda of crap that i mean i cant trust him ... 

all i have to say is love hurts and trust is the key to any relationship..

<3

COLTON CARROLL 

Colton was the first person i loved and everyone knew it  but there was always this one boy i secretly loved soo much  he was my best friend and i  never convinced my self to just date him and see where it goes! i was to scared of  falling in love becuase i already loved this boy more then any boy i knew...

wish i would have...<3

 

Day 1 :)

Day 01 – Introduce yourself with pictures and words

I'm Melissa Anne Donegan mostly known by Missy Johnson 

I have a BIG family but some how I'm an only child my mom has five kids with her first husband and my dad had two kids with his first wife makes me an only child crazy huh....  I'm clearly the youngest some times i wish i had a little sister or brother i think it would be fun... I'm pretty out going and always have my own opinions i try to see every side to every story and i always see the best in people ..... i love making friends and doing crazy stuff and by crazy i just mean very random....... i love long boarding going on trips mostly to California Colorado Alaska and i really wanna go to Hawaii again! 

When i grow up i wanna be a massage therapist and i wanna travel the world... i love the sunshine and hate the cold i grew up in California and loved it there!!I'm also glad i moved to Utah i have learned a lot here.. there is nothing i love more then the beach! I mostly listen to country and my friends and family mean everything to me...

THIS IS ME

 

Days.....

 I'm gonna do this :)

Day 01 – Introduce yourself with pictures and words

Day 02 – Your first love


Day 03 – Your parents


Day 04 – What you ate today 


Day 05 – Your definition of love


Day 06 – Your day

Day 07 – Your best friend


Day 08 – A moment


Day 09 – Your beliefs

Day 10 – What you wore today 


Day 11 – Your siblings


Day 12 – What’s in your bag


Day 13 – This week

Day 14 – What you wore today

Day 15 – Your dreams

Day 16 – Your first kiss

Day 17 – Your favorite memory


Day 18 – Your favorite birthday

Day 19 – Something you regret


Day 20 – This month


Day 21 – Another moment


Day 22 – Something that upsets you

Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better


Day 24 – Something that makes you cry

Day 25 – A first

Day 26 – Your fears

Day 27 – Your favorite place


Day 28 – Something that you miss


Day 29 – Your aspirations


Day 30 – One last moment