nothing makes me feel better then a good song!

You don't even have to try
it comes easy for you
the way you move is so appealing it could make me cry
go out drivin' with my friends
in Bobby's big old beat up car
I'm with a lot of people, then I wonder where you are

Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Ooh woo ooh

I don't wanna say goodbye
don't wanna walk ya to the door
I spent a little time with you, I want a little more

Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
ooh woo ooh

(male spoken part)

And baby really, I don't have to...
I don't have to go anywhere right now.
You want some more, you want some more a' this
Edie, whatever you want baby, just,
say it
aaaaaaaah, just say it

Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Ooh woo ooh

Now want those good, good ,good times
and not those bad, bad, bad times
I want those good, good, good ,good times
gimme some that..........

Fall 2010

well you know a lot has happen in the last two months.. things got a little crazy but i always have those friends that are gonna be there.. being sariah & court... im so happy i got this new job because i would have never been best friends with court and im so happy i am i think she is awesome and such a good friend helps me under stand dumb people and makes me laugh when i'm in tears and sariah oh man that girl has my back and supports me no matter what decisions i make i love and miss her soo much! My mom moved back to Cali to help her dad because he is very sick and needs some one there for him :( i miss her a lot. i had my up's and downs this month but for the most part i am doing okay. its getting close to the holidays and my mom is gone and it makes me sad because i have nothing to do. my brothers are here but they do there own thing i may help make thanksgiving dinner but im not really looking forward to it. and Christmas time is going to be hard because that is when Brandon had his first stroke and im just feeling alone.. i don't hang out with anyone really i just work all day and go home and miss my brother and my mom i hope i can start to think positive but the snow makes me super sad and not uplifting at all.... i hope the christmas spriit hits me and makes me happy and plus sariah is coming home for ten days in dec and I CAN NOT WAIT!!! i wish she was home right know to be my roomie :] well thats a little bit of life not so amazing but hey stuff can only get better after its all gone terribly wrong.

texts from last night...

this weekend was awesome i went to slc with court and had a GOOOD time on Saturday i went camping with old friends and sunday i went and saw that facebook movie with cj:] but it was dumb... pretty good weekend yuppp super awesome :]

IT'S fRiDaY!:)

Thank goodness it's Friday :] work for my first week has been great! i actually love my job... I'm trying to convince myself to go sign up for school but i will be in Utah tell next October and i have never been here for a whole year with out a vacation to Cali or Colorado or Alaska :[... and i miss Alaska sooo much and Andi wanted to go this summer but school is important and i should GO! :]  This last month i flew out to Colorado  Springs to go to the buddy walk for my niece  Ali Romen she is the cutest baby in the whole world i adore her.. i want to bring her back to Utah with me so i can see her everyday along with the rest of my family! i would love Andi and chuck and nick and angelica and all my niece's and nephews to move here and Amy and Ryan and makayla:] i miss them all so much everyday i wish they lived here!!

so back to the subject i loved the buddy walk it was for all the kids in Co Springs with downs syndrome... we had about 50 people in our group alone and I'm so happy there was so much support and that i gotta go:] i can't wait for next year:]
:)
So I'm thinking about getting a car sticker that has a superman sign and says rest in paradise B  and his birth and death day on the two sides of it... what do you think? :]

CUTE HUH?

My best friend Brittany Meyer is coming to town tonight i'm gonna take her long boarding and let her meet all my buddies :] i cant wait to see her i miss her soo much and i might get to see missy massey to wooo ALASKA BESTFRIENDS CAN'T WAIT!!!!!Movie or dinner or both and hot tubbing tonights gonna be great :]

long day at work

Today is such a great day me and court are in a very good mood and it makes work lots more fun.. last night i went and saw grown ups with jasi and treavor and i think everyone should watch it at least twice sooo  funny :]

Everyone is different. And everyone's the same. The sooner we learn that Truth, the sooner the world can become a better place.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIiEywJPK3Q

ummm... can you say 2010

One day when i figure this thing out i bet it will be awesome...
 2010-  what a crazy year soooo much has happen... I'm finally home in Utah working and starting school in October...  This year started out one of the best years of my life i made two best friends in the whole world Sariah Bratt and Annie Olson with out these girls this year would have killed me... new years i found out my brother Brandon Johnson didn't have much time to live .... he had a stroke in December and my sister called me on new years to tell me to prepare myself for him to pass away in the next few years... he was on dialysis and also has diabetes and just had way to much going wrong with his poor little body.. the news terrified me i was not ready to loose my big brother even if it was gonna be in a few years so i decided to move to California to visit with him and keep him company  and also take care of my 6 year old niece makayla ... sariah was ready to get out of Utah so she moved to California with me we planned to move Feb,15 but my brother Brandon ended up having another stock putting him in the ICU and on life support so we left on Sunday the February the 14th to say good bye to him and move out a few days early..... not expecting this at all it was one of the longest drives of my life sariah and me slept at the hospital for three nights  well my brother was slowing passing on his brain was just bleeding and he had no chance at life he was only 30 years old but had a very tough life i call him SUPERMAN.... 

He is my hero i miss him soo much he is always on my mind.. after saying good bye my whole family came out we had a memorial and i sang a song i wrote to him i will have to post it some other time but this was a life changing experience and i will never for get it.. it changed my view on life family friend religion and everything you can name.... for at least two month all i did was sleep cry eat play with my adorable niece and my best friend in the whole world Sariah Bratt... she kept me sane she saw everything my family went threw and she just held it together.. bless her heart never been away from home and had to deal with my family in morning and away from her's she is an amazing friend i couldn't have asked for a better friend... i wish i could say life got lots easier but it didn't i stayed out there tell July and then went on a vacation with an old best friend from alaska who ended up being my boyfriend Colton Carroll he really is a good guy but it just didn't work out we went everywhere together  Arizona Lake Powell LA Pismo Beach San Jose Santa Cruz Utah Colorado just about all over it was so much fun but he unfortunately still loves his ex of three years he is truly the first guy i have opened up to and let in my life he knows everything about me and has met all my family and they all love him i hope one day we will be best friends again i miss him a lot first boy i fell in love with and well after him everything went down hill sariah moved to Phili and Annie disappeared and got a boyfriend and i just went crazy and dated boys that were complete douche's and now im ready to start a new year that's not nearly as hard start school and work full time and spend as much time as i can with my family i live with my mom in student housing and i love it! i love her soo much she does so much for me she is amazing ... she is still having a very hard time with my brother being gone and i just hope she will be okay any ways that's a sum up of 2010.... and right know im just living each day like its my last :)

 

FEB.16.2010 REST IN PEACE SUPERMAN