Day 04

Day 04 – What you ate today 


 

I ate so bad :/

Day 03

Day 03 – Your parents


lets start with my dad

Clif Donegan this guys is one of my biggest examples he is the greatest dad in the world. He has always made time to see me ever since i was a little girl i moved out of alaska when i was two weeks old he manged to vist me once or twice every year i was such a daddys girl when i was little i love my dad so much my favorite thing to do is go to alaska and hang out with him my favorite things to do with him is 

make blue berry smoothies

watch old movies and make real pop corn

go on walks looking for ciotes

talk to him about what i wanna be when i grow up

go fishing with him 

go to church with him

go on drives with him 

sing to him

work with him 

go and get milk shakes with him 

dig for claims with him 

go camping with him 

i love being with my dad i love everything we do together.

he is an amazing man he has came a long way and he is so awesome

i think about him everyday he never gives up he is going to be working for the rest of his life he is made of steel and i love him with all my heart he has done soo much for me and I'm so thankful!!

(PLACE PICTURE HERE)

My mom

Debra Lee Tygerson

She is my hero

she has done so much for me and my family. she never gives up even when she has been giving a tough path to follow. she was a single mom for like 20 years with 6 kids she is clearly AMAZING. i couldn't handle one kid with out someone else to share the load.. she has all these crazy ideas and theories we call then debi-izomes just  about life and random believe trust me if you sit in a room with my mom there is no time for you to be bored.. we are a lot alike about at the same time we are So different. she is my mom best friend and room mate i mean sometimes we fight like we are sisters but thats becuase we think a lot alike... she does everything for her kids she has be such a great example to me  i dont know what i would do with out her she was gone to cali for a month and i missed her so much she is my strength and my light. she believes in me no matter what path i take and she wants whats best for me. she is always there to listen and to give her own opinion like i said we are alike.... 

my favorite things to do with her are watch movies 

talk about boys

vent

tell her everything

go to dinner

play games 

go on beautiful walks

go on drives

road trips

walking on the beach
singing karaoke

hanging out with her and her friends

playing with our old dog all the time

listening to her crazy story's

I love every minute i spend with my mom she is the greatest mom in the whole world!for some one who lost there mom dad and son in a matter of two years and still standing tall pushing and smiling i have the most respect for i love her!

 (PLACE PICTURE HERE)

Day 02

Day 02 – Your first love


I liked a lot of boys threw out high school.. i thought some broke my heart but i was wrong and i didn't find out that i was wrong in tell the summer of 2010 when i really fell in love let me tell you a little about this boy and me i have known him sense i was 7 years old and ever sense the first time i  seen him in church i had a crush on him growing up i went to Alaska every year went to youth conference girls camp and some how he would always be around.. yes even at girls camp his mom was the camp cook and i loved her like my own mom i still do and i miss her a lot but after growing up to gather we would hang out here and there and when i would leave back home after summer weather it was to California or Utah we would email each other all year we became way good friends and i would even call him when he had a serious girl friend i was really happy for him but this last summer we started to talk a lot and decided we wanted to see each other 

well i had to get all my stuff back to Utah from Cali and he had to get his car out of the in pound so we decided to meet in AZ to get his car and also go to lake Powell and chill with  all his Arizona friends and they were all very fun we had a blast in AZ 

we were so close and already liked each other seeing as we had a crush all those years we then traveled to LA to see Ryan and then to San Jose to see Amy and Makayla and oh did they both love colton he also had the chance to meet my grandpa before he passed we drove over 5000 miles together and learned everything about each other we went to the beach and we also went to my brothers old house and picked up some clothing of his then

we drove to Utah my mom met colton and just LOVED him same with everyone else he is a very sweet boy but he gets a little crazy and hard to handle my brothers even liked him and that is rare well he was my BEST FRIEND and in Cali he asked me to be his girl friend this was all over a period of two months  we also went with some friend back to az and Colorado where he met the rest of my family and i met his brother it was all fun but then things started to get to me like ....  the things he did and got in to it wasn't me and i couldn't handle it and i couldn't trust him we both decided it would be best that we break up becuase he is going to school and I'm going to be in Utah and he didnt wanna "change" who he was well that day is when i found out what true love was becuase i remember thinking i can never love some one the way i love this boy and when my heart broke that day i relised i was in love and that he meant the world to me i mean i have moved on and he went back to his ex girl and lied a lot and then came to Utah to "see me" but really came here to hook up with one of my best friends i mean this is the kinda of crap that i mean i cant trust him ... 

all i have to say is love hurts and trust is the key to any relationship..

<3

COLTON CARROLL 

Colton was the first person i loved and everyone knew it  but there was always this one boy i secretly loved soo much  he was my best friend and i  never convinced my self to just date him and see where it goes! i was to scared of  falling in love becuase i already loved this boy more then any boy i knew...

wish i would have...<3

 

Day 1 :)

Day 01 – Introduce yourself with pictures and words

I'm Melissa Anne Donegan mostly known by Missy Johnson 

I have a BIG family but some how I'm an only child my mom has five kids with her first husband and my dad had two kids with his first wife makes me an only child crazy huh....  I'm clearly the youngest some times i wish i had a little sister or brother i think it would be fun... I'm pretty out going and always have my own opinions i try to see every side to every story and i always see the best in people ..... i love making friends and doing crazy stuff and by crazy i just mean very random....... i love long boarding going on trips mostly to California Colorado Alaska and i really wanna go to Hawaii again! 

When i grow up i wanna be a massage therapist and i wanna travel the world... i love the sunshine and hate the cold i grew up in California and loved it there!!I'm also glad i moved to Utah i have learned a lot here.. there is nothing i love more then the beach! I mostly listen to country and my friends and family mean everything to me...

THIS IS ME

 

Days.....

 I'm gonna do this :)

Day 01 – Introduce yourself with pictures and words

Day 02 – Your first love


Day 03 – Your parents


Day 04 – What you ate today 


Day 05 – Your definition of love


Day 06 – Your day

Day 07 – Your best friend


Day 08 – A moment


Day 09 – Your beliefs

Day 10 – What you wore today 


Day 11 – Your siblings


Day 12 – What’s in your bag


Day 13 – This week

Day 14 – What you wore today

Day 15 – Your dreams

Day 16 – Your first kiss

Day 17 – Your favorite memory


Day 18 – Your favorite birthday

Day 19 – Something you regret


Day 20 – This month


Day 21 – Another moment


Day 22 – Something that upsets you

Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better


Day 24 – Something that makes you cry

Day 25 – A first

Day 26 – Your fears

Day 27 – Your favorite place


Day 28 – Something that you miss


Day 29 – Your aspirations


Day 30 – One last moment

I don't have to be me tell monday

MEH WEEKEND... could have been better...
first id just like to say i'm so glad me and natasha are still best friends 7 years down the road i love hanging out with her and her family!!!Well on Friday night i stayed up all night and just danced the night away i also learned how to play with lights i went to bed at like 7:00 AM haha and when i woke up from day sleeping i went over to Natasha played with her kids :) we just hung out all day it was fun... but toward the end of the night we both got a little upset there was this girl who commented about my dress and it being winter when i walked up stairs and  i know it was cold that would be why i put on sweats ha i had NO LAUNDRY so lay off and plus it was cute :) but she just kept running her mouth i don't really get it do girl say rude things becuase they think its cool or because they want boys to like them? i don't get it prob never will but then she goes and running her mouth again saying i was doing something i don't do to one of my good friends.. haha i'm just going to brush it off but if i ever see her again i'm gonna have to tell her to get her facts straight ........ Girls are drama that's why i only have a handfull that i actually hang out with.. but regardless to dumb people i liked being able to chill with tasha:).... great news my BROHA got a blog he is great love ya treav:) we are going to apple bees tomorrow and i can't wait i miss hanging out with that boy... he helps me out all the time. i go to him for boy advise he normally says Don't date him he's  a douche haha but all and all he is normally always right!!! for the most part thats all i got today...

 

on a better note i love spending time with sariah

i miss her to terribly bad

this was us in California after my brothers funereal

she helped me stay strong and i love her because 

of how simply amazing she is

she always makes me laugh when all i wanted to do was 

cry she is a very very good best friend!

what do YOU think about?

Do you ever think about why stuff runs through your head.. today random people have pop'd in to my head.. do you ever wonder what is going through other peoples head like what were you thinking about before you were reading my blog what are you thinking about while your reading mine... that im a bad speller that i must be bored at work becuase i edit pictures what in the world is missy wanting to do in life.... what are you thinking about? when you look at engagement pictures do you try to picture your own do you wonder who you will spend your life with one day... wanna know what goes threw my head.... i think about what it would be like if i lost another person close to my heart and how lucky i am to have the friend and family i do i always think about how i wanna spend the week end with my mom or how much i miss my dad or how i wish my brother and sister lived in Utah or how i wish i would have moved to Cali before my brother passed away i also wonder if i will do a good job in school i wonder if my best friends will get engaged  this year i think Annie sariah and Natasha will all get engaged  i wonder why i could care less if i have a boy friend i wonder why back to December is always the song stuck in my head i wonder how my week end will go i wonder if my friends will ever call me if i wasn't the one who called them i wonder if i go to church if people will judge me i wonder if  sariah was home if we would be roomies again wonder if i should do what i want and start massage school or if i should listen to everyone else... i wonder if when im thinking about heavenly father if he is thinking about me i wonder when the radio comes on and it reminds me of my brother if he is there with me i wonder why i think the way i do and i always ponder how i want to me more up lifting and look at the positive in life and i always think of ways i can server others i wonder if there is a way i can make new friends that have the same standers as me but don;t judge me for my past i wonder if i could go back in time and change 2010 i wonder IF BE STRONG was my new years resolution becuase heavenly father knew it would be a rough year for me... i wonder if Annie and sariah were put in my life so i could appreciate a good friend i wonder if heavenly father whispers to robin and has her text me every time im feeling sad i wonder if court was put in my life to make me a strong person i wonder if Brandie went to Cali becuase heavenly father needed her there i wonder if my mom will ever find some one who loves her like she should be loved i wonder if colton will one day stand up to me and say sorry... i wonder if i have the courage to say sorry to people i hurt i wonder if v will have a baby i wonder  if me and kasia will ever be as close as we use to be i wonder if me and colter will ever be best friends again i wonder where i will live when im older i wonder if Treavor will go to Afghanistan i wonder if Robert will find a good girl i wonder if court will find a job in Hawaii or if she will come home i wonder if madi water will become a photographer and have a good paying job  this year  I WONDER EVERYTHING.... what do  you think about or wonder?

Word from the Wise

"Aim high, but do not aim so high that you totally miss the target. What really matters is that he will love you, that he will respect you, that he will honor you, that he will be absolutely true to you, that he will give you the freedom of expression and let you fly in the development of your own talents. He is not going to be perfect, but if he is kind and thoughtful, if he knows how to work and earn a living, if he is honest and full of faith, the chances are you will not go wrong, that you will be immensely happy."
— Gordon B. Hinckley

“ Men, take care not to make women weep, for God counts their tears” 

President Thomas S. Monson  

 Where there is light there is beauty

Lucky clover

1-19-2011

 Ugly duckling

Duck Pond Park

 

Daddy daughter date with my big brother.. I miss him soo much!<3

 Work with court she moved to Hawaii today :/

She has been one of my best friends for the last five months and i love  her soooo much she is the best!!

This was a couple years ago fishing with my old  best friend

 

COLTER PEACOCK

This is Makayla and Amy :)

 

SUMMER JAMS 

with Austin, Jasi, and Skyler :)

I have so many Boston hats but there just for BRANDON :)

Pictures:)

These days I haven't been sleeping

WORK IS SLOW

 

The GiRls:)

 

Hippie @ <3

 

The sky is my escape

 

i dont know what the future holds but i still see the light in my rear-view

I just like this one :)

So I'm moving on Letting go Holding on to tomorrow

=

When you truly care about someone you don't throw things in there face because they took a wrong path or act like your friend ship can be thrown away like its nothing at all... you don't get mad because they don't want to tell you something that they  know will just cause drama...... If you only knew how i felt about you.... i care about you alot and i relies i'm not good enough for you anymore but cutting me down and holding it over my head is not the way you treat a girl.... You say hurt full things sometimes and just think you can say what ever you want to me.. YOU don't under stand how much you mean to me and how everything you say effects me you use to treat me like i matter a lot & our friend shipment a lot to you... i know i went off track and made mistakes but i'm human i'm sorry....  you mean  soo much to me but this attitude that you have about me and  treat me like dirt and could careless to be my friends breaks my heart.... i don't know how many times you have thrown our friendship away and i have always asked for it back... i know i have done my part on being mean but it came to the last straw.. i'm sorry doesn't do it... because you don't even mean it....

I wanna tell you how i feel but that never seems to matter i'm not saying its all you but we fight so much we have both been in the wrong but you take it to extreme levels & it doesn't need to be that way :(

I know in a few month one of us will give in and talk to the other but regardless.. i miss you and I HATE THIS.. but im hurt and can't take it any more i understand better things come along and you move on... But letting go of you was something i was never willing to do.....