Lucky clover

1-19-2011

 Ugly duckling

Duck Pond Park

 

Daddy daughter date with my big brother.. I miss him soo much!<3

 Work with court she moved to Hawaii today :/

She has been one of my best friends for the last five months and i love  her soooo much she is the best!!

This was a couple years ago fishing with my old  best friend

 

COLTER PEACOCK

This is Makayla and Amy :)

 

SUMMER JAMS 

with Austin, Jasi, and Skyler :)

I have so many Boston hats but there just for BRANDON :)

Pictures:)

These days I haven't been sleeping

WORK IS SLOW

 

The GiRls:)

 

Hippie @ <3

 

The sky is my escape

 

i dont know what the future holds but i still see the light in my rear-view

I just like this one :)

So I'm moving on Letting go Holding on to tomorrow

=

When you truly care about someone you don't throw things in there face because they took a wrong path or act like your friend ship can be thrown away like its nothing at all... you don't get mad because they don't want to tell you something that they  know will just cause drama...... If you only knew how i felt about you.... i care about you alot and i relies i'm not good enough for you anymore but cutting me down and holding it over my head is not the way you treat a girl.... You say hurt full things sometimes and just think you can say what ever you want to me.. YOU don't under stand how much you mean to me and how everything you say effects me you use to treat me like i matter a lot & our friend shipment a lot to you... i know i went off track and made mistakes but i'm human i'm sorry....  you mean  soo much to me but this attitude that you have about me and  treat me like dirt and could careless to be my friends breaks my heart.... i don't know how many times you have thrown our friendship away and i have always asked for it back... i know i have done my part on being mean but it came to the last straw.. i'm sorry doesn't do it... because you don't even mean it....

I wanna tell you how i feel but that never seems to matter i'm not saying its all you but we fight so much we have both been in the wrong but you take it to extreme levels & it doesn't need to be that way :(

I know in a few month one of us will give in and talk to the other but regardless.. i miss you and I HATE THIS.. but im hurt and can't take it any more i understand better things come along and you move on... But letting go of you was something i was never willing to do.....

nothing makes me feel better then a good song!

You don't even have to try
it comes easy for you
the way you move is so appealing it could make me cry
go out drivin' with my friends
in Bobby's big old beat up car
I'm with a lot of people, then I wonder where you are

Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Ooh woo ooh

I don't wanna say goodbye
don't wanna walk ya to the door
I spent a little time with you, I want a little more

Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
ooh woo ooh

(male spoken part)

And baby really, I don't have to...
I don't have to go anywhere right now.
You want some more, you want some more a' this
Edie, whatever you want baby, just,
say it
aaaaaaaah, just say it

Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Good times, bad times gimme some of that
Ooh woo ooh

Now want those good, good ,good times
and not those bad, bad, bad times
I want those good, good, good ,good times
gimme some that..........

Fall 2010

well you know a lot has happen in the last two months.. things got a little crazy but i always have those friends that are gonna be there.. being sariah & court... im so happy i got this new job because i would have never been best friends with court and im so happy i am i think she is awesome and such a good friend helps me under stand dumb people and makes me laugh when i'm in tears and sariah oh man that girl has my back and supports me no matter what decisions i make i love and miss her soo much! My mom moved back to Cali to help her dad because he is very sick and needs some one there for him :( i miss her a lot. i had my up's and downs this month but for the most part i am doing okay. its getting close to the holidays and my mom is gone and it makes me sad because i have nothing to do. my brothers are here but they do there own thing i may help make thanksgiving dinner but im not really looking forward to it. and Christmas time is going to be hard because that is when Brandon had his first stroke and im just feeling alone.. i don't hang out with anyone really i just work all day and go home and miss my brother and my mom i hope i can start to think positive but the snow makes me super sad and not uplifting at all.... i hope the christmas spriit hits me and makes me happy and plus sariah is coming home for ten days in dec and I CAN NOT WAIT!!! i wish she was home right know to be my roomie :] well thats a little bit of life not so amazing but hey stuff can only get better after its all gone terribly wrong.

texts from last night...

this weekend was awesome i went to slc with court and had a GOOOD time on Saturday i went camping with old friends and sunday i went and saw that facebook movie with cj:] but it was dumb... pretty good weekend yuppp super awesome :]

IT'S fRiDaY!:)

Thank goodness it's Friday :] work for my first week has been great! i actually love my job... I'm trying to convince myself to go sign up for school but i will be in Utah tell next October and i have never been here for a whole year with out a vacation to Cali or Colorado or Alaska :[... and i miss Alaska sooo much and Andi wanted to go this summer but school is important and i should GO! :]  This last month i flew out to Colorado  Springs to go to the buddy walk for my niece  Ali Romen she is the cutest baby in the whole world i adore her.. i want to bring her back to Utah with me so i can see her everyday along with the rest of my family! i would love Andi and chuck and nick and angelica and all my niece's and nephews to move here and Amy and Ryan and makayla:] i miss them all so much everyday i wish they lived here!!

so back to the subject i loved the buddy walk it was for all the kids in Co Springs with downs syndrome... we had about 50 people in our group alone and I'm so happy there was so much support and that i gotta go:] i can't wait for next year:]
:)
So I'm thinking about getting a car sticker that has a superman sign and says rest in paradise B  and his birth and death day on the two sides of it... what do you think? :]

CUTE HUH?

My best friend Brittany Meyer is coming to town tonight i'm gonna take her long boarding and let her meet all my buddies :] i cant wait to see her i miss her soo much and i might get to see missy massey to wooo ALASKA BESTFRIENDS CAN'T WAIT!!!!!Movie or dinner or both and hot tubbing tonights gonna be great :]